There is Always Cake
Every now and then I experience that classic artist lull of hating everything that I produce in my personal work (I’m sure I have written about it countless times). Nothing is good enough, everything I have done is nonsense, I should never have ventured down this road in life, blah, blah, blah…. But then I am shown [maybe even reminded] that there is always cake and the little ecstasy of a moments escape, even if that is from myself.
The Boss enjoying a delicious Lemon Cheesecake at a wonderful little place called Patisserie Valerie and as for me?? Well I have a huge sweet tooth for just about anything but on that day I opted for something chocolaty…
The next project will come soon, the next idea is brewing, I know that, but now instead of frustration and angst this time I feel I may have a warm sense of calm. A certain freedom to move forward without my own anxieties for a hindrance and although that storm shall always rage on now I feel I have found a boat to ride in…
Course it could also just be all that sugar?!